wow.

i feel so selfish and self-centered.

i reread my last entry as objectively as i could, and (though it was written as a response... my anger was simply provoked) i can't bare how i continuously put the blame on my precious friend.... even if it was a mutual wrong? it was the most UNchrist-like thing i've ever read. i am ashamed. why don't i look at the LOG in my own freaking eye before i look at the speck in her precious, beautiful eye?

however, i refuse to delete that entry. you should know the truth about me.
i'm self-centered.


(and as this entry proves, i'm also very hard on myself) well isn't this the night for self exploration and discovery. i'm going to go watch prince caspian with my brother, kemp.